1st Day of 2nd Semester in College

... also known as the day of Michael Jackson's memorial.
No doubt he contributed a lot to the music industry & to charity- we, the people.
This, to me, is his best contribution: "We Are The World"
However, watching the memorial service through television with my mother beside me totally killed whatever mood of sympathy I was having. *snifff*

MJ's brother sang "Smile" really badly. Killed the whole song, and the mood.
Usher's version of "Gone Too Soon" was rather pitchy.
The weird one who sang "We Are The World" was such a disgrace.
I should've sang for MJ's tribute. Why wasn't I called?

Wanted to, could have, and tried to sleep early last night but the devil kept me awake. Damn you, StoneLoops!
Also received msgs from Mun Yee, Kimberly, and Lewis. I should turn off my phone next time. Hmm..
Couldn't go swimming today.

Anyway, first class at 9.45am was IDC. I learned that my lecturer, Mr. Chen is really cool and hilarious. I already know this class will be my favourite amongst the others, despite the subject being thought. Zen Yee, Mun Yee, Leon, Wu Jeat, Chen, Kimberly, Yi Bei, Angela, and Choon Han are in my class as well. Should be fun.
Few lessons were already taught in IDC today .
Lesson 1)
The Malay Anus was written for the Malays by the Malays. At least that was what Mr. Chen told me. What? You mean Annals? Oh Sorry.
Lesson 2)
Apparently my first semester friend Kimberly is actually called Kimburry and she's from India. I'm shocked Kim!
Lesson 3)
Liew Sin was my name all along. I've been lied to!
Lesson 4)
Motor rhymes with King Kong & Hing Kong
Lesson 5)
Chen's name is not actually Chen.

The list goes on..

Second class was Bio. Daniel's sister's really cute. I've made a friend. No, I won't be too friendly. She's 18. Mr. Quarrie has taught Justin Bio before. This class is gonna be pretty good too. He gave us instructions on how to fail the course! I love it!
"Familiar face you have, do you have a brother in CIMP?" he asks.
"He was in CIMP sir. Justin Liew." I replied
"Oh no wonder, it's like im seeing Justin all over again," he remarks.
"Sir, will I have a problem in this course if I haven't studied bio for 1 year +?" I ask
"As long as you're like Justin, you should be fine," he smiles.

Justin this, Justin that. I'm sorry. This is Sean.

I love the song "Careless Whisper" by George Michael.
But only until 10 minutes ago til I found out he is gay.
Disgusting.

Had lunchw with old time friend, Evan.
And his soon-to-be, Mun Yee.

Last class was Advance Functions. Confessed to Mr. Tharm my highschool was in a basement. Told him I'm from PJ and I hope he won't stalk me. He's cool. Entered class late as well. Apparently my lecturer's were mixed up.

I can't believe they started teaching today? It's the first day of college, damnit!
Sigh.

I used to think the lyrics "Gone Too Soon" was actually "Gone to school".
I used to think people like Wako Jako were immortal.
I used to think popularity was everything.

My holidays were damn fun. I cant believe they're gone now.

I injured my lower left back. Futsal.

I'm getting fat. I need to exercise

I helped out in college orientation yesterday. Mom says I look like a lobster. I beg to defer.
MunYee wants me to run for council. Indian guy wants me to run for president- he promised me the votes of the Indians. Sheena says the least troublesom jobs are GA, 2nd sem Rep, and Treasurer. I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know!!

I met Lerry yesterday. Gawd, how she's grown. So is Ashley. What about the guys of Vineryard? Jaryl? Sam? Ivan? Curiosity.

I feel lethargic.
I haven't been msging her):
I feel a need to msg her.
I want to msg her.

Jeff was being annoying.

Books! Books! Sell Books! Buy Books!

Choreographing steps for "Don't Trust Me" by 3OH!3 with Bern and for Bern, so you'll never catch me alive dancing it for you! Still in progress though.

Kai Ping wants to challenge Bio with me. I surrender. I proposed Chemistry, he accepted.
BRING IT ON BITCH!!

Weird people are adding me on facebook. I don't know you! I don't want to! STOPPP!! I'm tired of clicking "ignore". Technically, if I were to ignore them I wouldn't have to click "ignore" would I? Thus, an error of facebook.

Justin's in NZ. He called just now to speak to the parents.
"Hey did you know we have the same Bio teacher, Mr. Quarrie?"
"How issit there?"
"Is Cerys' cooking nice?"
"What've you guys been up to?"
"When does Cerys' start her uni again?"
"Send my regards to her and Aunt Theresa's family yeah?"
I will never know his response.
"Yeah, Whatever."- anyway.

"I'm going to Canada next year."
"Oh, are you excited?"
"Yes&no. I can't wait to get outta here and continue studying. I'm also flying the same time as Justin is to UK, so it'll be a while til we get to see each other again."
Ming knows.

"Do you really wanna go to Canada next year?" Stop BLOODY asking before I get fickle!

Thank God he met her.
I know my her, but I don't want this to grow.

I miss you too, Fatts.
I can't wait to see you next year.
We'll be together so much they will turn to you and ask, "Hey! Where's Sean?" and to me, "Hey! Where's Kathy?"
We deserve our time with each other. Yeah, we do.

Hug me til my balls drop & Hug you til your eyes bulge out like that weird little rodent in Madagascar. Love

Will I ever lose?

Time's not rewinding.

Good night. For now.

Beautiful by Eminem

Vulgarity aside, this song has stolen the heart of my ears.

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fucking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear tens
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful